winks from Flamm

Dinner is served,Happy New Year

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when i look back at 2008, i hardly believe that the year is about to over. in 25th year of my life, it was one of the most stresfull and anxious year. in the beginning of the year, i made lots of promises, some of them had vanished(naturally) , some of them getting stronger. now i am persisting for 2009, it is getting ready stay tuned. anyway.
last night c-section celebrated its own promises about 2008 and made new ones for 2009. we had dinner at Flamm (http://www.flamm-ist.com/) , i think it was the most accomplished gathering that we ve had before. we talked ,we cheered, we were fulled up and according to bill we drank 18 bottle of vines. (i think we got punk'd or something??!)
there are lots of videos recorded last night, and also i got one beautiful photo. if someone asked me describe the 2008 went so far, i would show him this picture. i love this picture.it is so me. hello to Gürkan.

Say "Bairam"

2 children had their bairam joy at City's,watching A.R.O.G

Happy "Bairam"

after 2 days of rest and sloth, me and the parents threw ourselves out, it was a freezing afternoon. first we visited the grand grand mother, grand mother and the uncle at the semetary. it is getting though to be there, even tougher when you go there with your family, with people you dont want to lose. i realised it is important to remember and to honor, thats all you can do.
next stops are Sultanahmet,Eyüp, Kapalıçarşı. it is becoming a tradition for us. shopping, taking pictures, eating. my mother says this is the other istanbul, ok mother the other istanbul pull myself together, i like it. after eating meatball of Sultanahmet and "kemalpaşa" duo, we discovered a new place called " Hafız Mustafa Şekerlemeleri" its a little place near the mosque. the place looks like candy house in Hansel and Gretel, tourists love it.
then we went to Nimet Abla for the closure. i closed my eyes, make a wish and pull 2 ticket. one option is too risky i guess.

La Festa

it has been the most exhausting, stressful and snappy week. at some points i lost my nerve and my control, and questioned my carreer and my health. its topsy-turvy, and funny in some way. i have 5 days to recover and to be balanced. the list is in my pocket, Dali, movies, Harry and friends that i am so grateful. 

A Journey without Black

After 956 pages, the fifth book of Harry Potter " Harry Potter and The Order of Phoenix" is finished. it was the longest edition. J.K has done great work, no question. Plot and characters are fascinating, especially Sirius Black. i think he is the most important character in the book, he is the connection to harry's parents past and also he is the conscious of Harry. sadly, we are abandoned.there will be no black , no godfather. im so sad.
Now move on to the sixth one. i dont know how its going to be without Sirius Black.stay tuned.